A Condition
by Tim DeMay
When I fell off my bike in third grade, I had
faith
not in my father who asked if the
bike was broken
but in my mother who looked but
could not see
the piece of tooth on the ground.
I’ve found
5
smaller things than that: contact lenses I’d find
hugging the rim of the sink.
Faith
kept them, even when I
saw
only the invisible edge
break
the drain lip. Broken
10
bones then found
me. See
faith,
the unbroken
kind that sees
15
what can’t be found
by oneself, watch it find
healing and recovery, the simple
faith
in doctors and the world. I
saw
it. Live long enough and there’s
something broken
20
that exists beneath your bones, or in them broken.
Is it painful? No, not painful
like the pain found
in chipped teeth or bent arms,
but a dull pain seen
between sight and an eternal
drain that ends where we don’t
know.