On John Reily’s
first day at the new school in rural Nebraska, Mrs.
Clarkson stood him before the third grade class and introduced him to the
silent room. When she asked him to tell the class where he was from, John
said, “I’m from Colorahdo.” His
voice was loud and scratchy. Having known each other from kindergarten on
up, the other twenty-five or so children stole sideways glances at him and
then at each other as he was led to his desk. All the other boys had
normal hair. John's was long, clear down past his ears. It was
January.
At recess, he didn't wait for
anyone to invite him to play; he walked right up to a group of kids and
said, "How ya doing?" He smiled at them for a little while. Then he tried
another group. And another group.
The next day, some girls started a
game. The first girl went up to John and clapped him on the shoulder,
smiling and tilting her head. "Hi, John! How're you?" He started to answer, but
she whirled around and smacked another girl on the arm of her quilted
coat. "John's germs!" she cried, dancing away from her friend. "Look out
everybody, she's got John's germs, don't let her touch
you!"
Soon, kids were racing all over
the playground, playing the wonderful new game. Whenever they forgot who
was currently infected, somebody ran up to John and slapped him on the
chest, and the game went on. They gave him a special place to stand, up on
the hill overlooking the playground, so they would always know where he
was. All through math and social studies and lunch, they could hardly wait
to get back outside.
At the end of noon recess, one of
the kids who'd been playing the game paused beside him on the way back in.
"Doesn't it bother you? It's not like you really get to play," he
said.
John smiled, shrugging. "Naw, we
used to play stuff like this back in Colorahdo. I'm the most important
part!"
The next day, John's hair was
short enough you could see his earlobes. Mrs. Clarkson exclaimed how
handsome he looked with his new haircut. It was very cold outside, and the
children wore earmuffs or knit caps. John wore a big, black hat with fuzzy
earflaps as he stood on the hill overlooking the playground. At the end of
the last recess, the girl who'd invented the game passed him on the way
back in. He asked her if they were playing tomorrow, though he didn't need
to. "Yeah," she replied, speeding up to join her
friends.
The next morning, class was just
getting started when John walked into the room wearing the big fuzzy hat.
"John," Mrs. Clarkson sing-songed as he took his seat. "What have we said
about wearing hats indoors?" He sat unmoving for a second before reaching
up and dragging off the hat. His ragged hair was so short that his ears
were completely naked. From behind, you could even see pink skin showing
through the hair. "Oh John, you got another haircut!" Mrs. Clarkson
exclaimed brightly. "You look so handsome! Doesn't he look nice, class?"
Her eyes drilled the room.
The boy who'd spoken to him
yesterday finally said, "I like it. Wish I could get a haircut like
that."
John flushed a little, his wooden
expression softening by degrees. "My mom cuts my hair," he said in his
loud, scratchy voice. "I tracked mud into the living room," he added.
Everyone stared at him.
Snow was starting to fall when the
other boy stopped playing the game and looked up the hill to where John
was standing. Shoulders hunched against the wind, he trudged up the slope.
"Want to wear my mittens?" he asked. John, hands shoved deep into the
pockets of his worn corduroy jacket, shook his head and smiled a little.
"So they cut your hair, huh?"
John shrugged. "Beats being locked
in the closet. You get hungry after awhile." They both laughed. Then the
other boy patted his shoulder, not quite looking at him, and ran back down
to chase his friends.
The next day, they were halfway
through science class when the principal opened the door and beckoned to
Mrs. Clarkson. There was a brief, whispered conversation out in the hall.
Then Mrs. Clarkson came back in, turned, and made an impatient motion.
John entered quickly and silently. His shirt was painstakingly tucked into
his waistband. His eyes were on the floor immediately ahead. His hand
clutched the black fuzzy hat, knuckles white. Several kids stared openly.
Most looked frozen. Under the hard fluorescents, his bald head gleamed
like an egg. At his desk, he propped his cheek on the hand still gripping
the hat so that his face was mostly shielded. "Okay!" Mrs. Clarkson said
brightly, clasping her hands together. "Let's get out those take-home
questions. Eyes to the front,
please. Page twenty-six." The class was slow to obey. "Please remove
all hats. You may wear them outdoors, but not in
here."
At recess, the other boy sat on
the very top of the monkey bars. Below, the playground was a riot of
scrambling third graders circling the bars, holding on to keep from
sliding on the hardened snow, banging off the teeter-totters, spreading
the disease. The ground was white, the sky colorless. Across the
playground on the hillside stood a lone figure. John raised his face into
the stinging sleet, and their eyes met. Even from this far away, his eyes
looked flat, like a drawing. Just then, someone raced up the hill, slapped
him on the arm, and raced away. John looked after the retreating back and
laughed loudly, nodding and lifting one raw, reddened hand. Then he looked
up, still smiling. He shrugged, head tilted, arms flapping. The pallid sky
went a sullen gray and closed over the world.
At the end of the day as the
classroom emptied, the boy who liked him said, "Want to come over for
supper? My mom won't mind."
"Naw. I'm kinda…" John grinned,
shrugging. You know how it is,
his eyes seemed to implore.
"Oh, right! Okay," the boy said,
pretending to understand.
A couple of weeks passed, during
which some teachers finally caught on to what the kids were playing at
recess and began to police the playground. When John tried to take his
usual place on the hill, they yelled at him to come back down. They made
the other kids include him when they built a snow fort. His hair started
to grow back, a shadow of fuzz. The other boy said hi to him, and he said
hi back. Another kid heard them and shoved the other boy into the family
of snowpeople they'd been building, destroying the little
one.
The next day, John did not come to
school. After another day went by, someone went to the Reilys' home and
found it empty. Mrs. Clarkson told the class that John Reily and his
family had moved to another state.
At recess, the other boy, who'd
come to reside in the top monkey bars, looked at the dead weeds poking up
through the dirty snow along the side of the hill. In one world, John
would keep his goodness. In another, the Reilys would succeed in ruining
him. In some uncharted dimension, he'd find real friends. Something
invisible stirred last fall's dry blades in violent circling whispers,
dead ribbons of leaf whirling into the sky. A boy was standing alone on
the hill above the playground, waiting for someone to touch him. It must
have been quite a view, up there suspended as the light began to
fade.