“You’re a cynic, Eliot,” said
Pound.
“If you ask me, you’re the cynic
at the table.” said Tom. “You have to pretend life is elliptical in order
to endure it, and if that’s not cynical then I don’t know what
is.”
“I’m not too cynical to let you
buy the next round, Eliot.”
“Nor I,” said someone
else.
“Here, here,” said
Dog-Ear.
“A toast to cheap happiness,” said
Viv.
“Made all the happier at Tom’s expense,” Pound
added.
“Oh yea of simple faith,” said
Tom. “You see, Viv, you see what I’ve been talking about? They’re sordid
little creatures, the lot of them. And this, I’m afraid, is but the tip of
the iceberg. Here, see if you
can get that little whiff of a barmaid to come in our
direction.”
Leaving Tom and the others to
their own, Viv returned to their flat, opened her closet, and took from a
shelf a package of delicate votive candles she’d purchased along with
espadrilles and chocolates in a market in Niece. As she set the candles
around her bedroom and lit them one at a time, she thought of the slip of
paper on which she’d written where they lived in case drink had gotten the
better of its bearer, who she knew would be Tom.
She slipped out of her evening
clothes and tried on several things hurriedly before deciding on what she
should wear, then remade the bed from this
morning.
She would have done still more by
way of preparation but there was a knock at the door, which caught her up
short. She caught a glimpse of herself in the mirror, tried something with
her hair and brought her face to her own reflection to inspect something
about her mouth.
There was a second knock, and she
said she was coming. Then added, “Thank God you found your way. I felt
like I was scribbling. And in the dark, no less. It’s a wonder you could read
it.”
She took a deep breath before she
opened the door, and when she finally did, she said, “Tom.”
“Can I come in,
Vivian?”.
“What are you doing here? Why
aren’t you still with your friends?”
Tom waited to see if she meant to
block his way. When she stepped aside, he went directly to the bedroom.
Discovering the candles, he said, “Expecting someone,
Viv?”
“That’s none of your business,
Tom. You’re drunk.”
“I’m many things. Embarrassed. Betrayed.
Humiliated.”
Tom held out the slip of paper on
which she had written their address. When she reached for it, he jerked it
away. She reached a second time. Again, he put it out of her reach. “Give
me that,” she said.
He held it high over his head, as
if he expected her to jump for it.
“You’re pathetic. It’s late, Tom.
We’ll talk about this tomorrow.”
“Tell me, Viv. Was it fun? Did you
enjoy it?”
“Did I enjoy what?”
“You know very
well.”
“What I do is none of your
business.”
“I hope you enjoyed it, I really
do.” He took her arm in his hand.
“That’s my arm,
Tom.”
“So it is.
“
“Are you giving it back? May I
have it”?
“Well? I’m waiting for an
answer.”
“If you’re finished with it, I’d
like it back. If it’s not too much trouble.”
Tom still had hold of Viv’s arm,
his grip growing tighter. Viv
did her best to wrest it away. Tom grabbed her with his other hand to hold
her still. She did her best to resist this as well, kicking at him and
squirming, even trying once to bite him, until Tom let go entirely.
“You fight like a girl,” said
Viv.
“So do
you.”
“Look at these marks. Are you happy
now?”
“Do we have anything to drink,
Viv?”
“Damn you,” she said. “That hurt.
It still hurts. ”
“I don’t care if it
does.”
Through the open door walked
Pound.
“Well who do we have here?” said
Tom. “The man of the hour.”
“Are you all right, Viv?” asked
Pound. “Your husband made the most goddam stinking scene once you left. I
assumed he’d find his way home here, sooner or later.
“
Tom made a pitiable effort at
sounding sober, and civil. Which in Tom’s case generally meant British. He said, “You’re not
welcome here, Pound. It’s best that you go.”
Pound ignored this. “Let me see
your arm, Viv. Why are you rubbing it?”
Tom tried to block Pound as he
stepped forward, and the two men tussled for a minute. Pound got the
better of it. He put Tom in a
chair and told him to stay there. Tom said drunkenly, “Did you just put
your hands on me? I’ll kick your arse good, that’s what I’ll do. I demand
that you leave. Immediately.”
“Not until I’m certain she’s safe.
Let’s see that arm, Vivian.”
“It was nothing,” answered
Viv.
Tom charged Pound from behind,
leaping upon his back. Vivian did her best to pry him free, saying, “You’re only making this worse,
can’t you see?”
“Get off me, you fool, you’re
choking me,” said Pound.
“You’re both being perfectly
ridiculous, “ said Viv.
Tom made a stupid cowboy noise, as
if riding a bucking bronco. Then dismounted on his own and straightened
his clothes. “All right, we’re calm now. Order’s restored. All’s well with
the world.”
Pound said, “Sit down, Tom. Sit
down and shut up.”
At last Tom was still. Pound knelt
over him, and once he was sure Tom was fine, he asked Viv to help get Tom
to the couch.
“Is he unconscious?” asked
Viv.
Pound replied, “Nothing so
dramatic. He just can’t hold his liquor.“
Viv showed him out. She leaned her
back against her door once she and Pound were on the landing. She said she
was sorry about how things had turned out, the evening, she meant. She was
grateful to him for standing watch over Tom though, and hoped he might
call now that he remembered where they lived.
Pound took her hand in both of
his. “He wouldn’t write if it weren’t for you, you know. Is that why you
keep things in constant turmoil?
What do you hate most? That he has such talent? Or that he hasn’t
enough to do this without you?”
Looking deep into Viv eyes, he
shook his head and began to laugh. “You’re not crazy at all, are you, Viv.
No, you’re worse. You’re awful; you’re shameless. I’ve never seen anyone
so ambitious.”
“Why, what do you
mean?”
“Why, what do you mean?” said
Pound, batting his eyes.
Laughing darkly to himself as he descended the stairs, he called,
“You realize he’d be perfectly content as a banker if it weren’t for you.
Tell him to write me. I’ll be in Kent this coming week. Jesus Christ, what
a pair!”