First
Fruit
by Thomas Fox
Averill

Adam was tired of tilling, tired of planting,
tired of composting, weeding, pruning, nurturing, harvesting, cooking and
taking leftovers to the compost pile. He had gardened for years, the plot
of eager earth like an open mouth—cultivate me, water me, feed me, care
for all my needs. The garden called to him each day he came home, worn
out, from a day at the office.
At one time, the garden had been just what he needed after a long
day indoors. The smell of the earth, the colorful intricacy of squash
blossoms, the weeds that imitated sprouting lettuce, radish and beet. All
of it seemed closer to miracle than to the burdensome work it seemed to be
now.
So he let it go. St Patrick’s Day passed without seed potatoes,
onion sets, cabbage plants, chard or lettuce. Mother’s Day passed without
basil, tomato, squash, beans or corn. Crab grass crawled across the garden
plot. Violets bunched along it borders. Jimson weed, sunflower, wild oats,
and lamb’s quarters rioted across what was once orderly
space.
He relished its run to ruin. He mowed around it, but left it
untouched. How tall? he wondered. How wild? How various? How long, he asked himself, would he be able to let it
go?
Longer than he thought, though his wonderment at the thriving
dissolution of growth became his shock at such a choking overcrowding of
dissipation. In this riot of wildness, some plants became victims,
strangled, yellowing, falling to the earth with curling leaves. The plants
that needed the most sunlight and water were first to their knees. Those
with deep roots, tough leaves, or those quick to seed, were the victors.
What had been interesting became disheartening. Nature, he saw, was a
brutal gardener.
Mowing one day, he spotted a flicker of red that must be a cardinal
among the weeds. The color did not move as he made his turns around what
had been his garden. He put the mower away and went to the disheveled
patch. He waded in and rescued the one survivor of his effort from the
previous year—a tomato the size of a golf ball, sweet and bursting in his
mouth.
The next day he strode into his plot. He would give his vital
volunteer some space. Maybe he’d find other signs of survival. He had work
to do.
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