You don’t
remember me, my little
wooden stalker
accuses,
poised atop his cheese-wheel base. His
eyeless
face fixes on me with an uncomprehending
stare,
but his condemnation begs me to remember.
Five
years gone, and I haven’t touched him, not
even to
shake off the grey gossamer cobwebs
slung
over his reedy arms and legs. Forgotten by
time
and a
careless artist who has moved to a different
medium.
Yet he
keeps his last hopeful pose, orbed joints shaping his
gangly
boxwood build, arms and
legs in swinging arcs,
some
semblance of a sprinter’s stance that resides
only
in a
lapsed painter’s mind, but never on canvas.
I can’t
remember, and I haven’t the heart to admit it, even to a
voiceless
figurine. So I pluck him up from the desktop, grimacing
at the
grainy grime under writer-smooth finger-pads and
with a
creasing brow, mold him, shape him, once
again.
His
wood’s still soft, more balsa than boxwood, but when I bend
a
limb, his
arm-spring chirrups in shrill disapproval—a twist too far. But
he
holds.
Satisfied, I turn his dust-swaddled head toward mine, but he
still
accuses,
face blank and reproving, you don’t remember me.