(continued)
“Oh! Haha, no way. I’m just saying, that in the future…don’t be surprised
if I ring you up asking to baby-sit.”
“I’d be awful at it. You wouldn’t want me baby-sitting.”
“I highly doubt that.”
Ethan smirks, gathering his sister’s bags. Therese watches him and notices
the flicker of black cursive on the inside of his wrist. Her brother
tosses the duffel over his shoulder and grasps the suitcase with his free
hand. Another train pulls into the station, the brakes screaming. The
people come alive, snatching their belongings, feet scuffling against the
thin carpet. They weave around the pair, someone occasionally jabbing
Therese in the side or the back. The door bangs open and shut, open and
shut, as the travelers anxiously exit. She wants to ask Ethan about the
tattoo; the question is ramming against her closed lips, hoping to undo
the tight stitch of hesitation.
“C’mon, we’d better get going. All of the spaces out front were taken and
I didn’t feel like parking in the garage. I had to park in the handicapped
one.”
She rolls her eyes and follows. The weather is idyllic, even sweeter
because Therese knows it won’t last. Ethan gropes in the pocket of his
jeans, fishes out a set of keys. He presses a button and the car doors
unlock. They make their way over to his Ford Explorer. Therese attempts to
help her brother, but he refuses. Settling into the clean seats, Therese
notices that the floor is spotless, loose change neatly placed into their
respective holders; dimes grouped together, nickels clustered with
nickels, pennies solely with pennies. Ethan backs out without looking,
swinging into traffic as though navigating an enormous ocean liner.
Therese grips the sides of her seat, toes bunching together in her Keds.
Ethan brakes at a stoplight, blinking at its red face. He is an impatient
driver, the kind that taps their foot and fiddles with the temperature
controls.
“Both Mom and Dad are coming for the weekend?” she
wonders.
“Yes, but not until tomorrow.”
“What about Lena’s parents?”
“Yep. They should be here tonight. They’re driving,” Ethan
replies.
“Great. Should be a regular barrel of laughs. Dad and Mr. Malove can argue
about who had it worse during Vietnam. And in order to draw the attention
away from their bickering, Mom will feel the need to reveal every
embarrassing detail about us, starting with the time when you were six and
you played dress up in her closet.”
“Oh c’mon, it’s not that bad. I think, deep down, Dad and Rick like each
other.”
“Right, that’s why Dad called him an uptight WASP.”
“All right, he said that one
time. And it was like a year ago, when they first met,” Ethan
argues.
“I’m just saying…”
“Saying what? Besides, Jack’s gonna be there. Dad’s not going to act up
with another guest around, especially since it’s
Jack.”
Therese feels like a vacuum is trying to suck out her ear drums. She hears
an ugly roaring in her head that creeps between her temples and down the
back of her throat like a black snake. She swallows, afraid of the
inevitable expression leeched onto her features.
“You remember Jack, right?” Ethan asks.
Therese nods.
She remembers.
***
The room is much too white. There’s the obligatory print of Van
Gogh, Starry Night to be exact.
Therese knows that Lena isn’t too interested in real art, the
non-commercial side attached to names that rarely grace the walls of the
everyday buyer. Ethan helps Therese with her bags; Lena trails after them
like a puppy on speed. Lena bombards her with questions, which Ethan
begins to answer and Therese finishes.
“Dinner should be ready in five or ten minutes,” Lena
announces.
Therese nods. The pair lingers in the doorway, staring at her
turned back.
“Ok. Well. Holler if you need anything,” Ethan
says.
“Will do,” Therese replies.
They leave and Therese is surprised that she’s relieved. She goes over to
the door and shuts it half-way. The hinges sigh, and she returns to her
bags. The bed looks comfy enough, though maybe a little big for one
person. The comforter is blue, while miniature sailboats sway across the
sheets. She wonders if this trip was such a good idea, after all. She’d
felt obligated to come, for Ethan’s sake. Lena is nice, almost to the
point of motherly. But if Lena had been the only one wanting her to come,
she would have stayed home.
When someone knocks on the door, Therese continues to fold her sweater,
back facing the intruder.
“Yes?”
“Mind if I come in?”